Not Lotion Lyrics

Bethlehem Steel Not Lotion

She's looking at me like she knows I don't pray
Asks me earnestly what I've been doing with my life
Well, I've been repressing as little as possible, how 'bout you?
I SAID WELL I'VE BEEN REPRESSING AS LITTLE AS POSSIBLE, HOW BOUT YOU?!

It's easy to smooth yourself into a cool numbness
Turn off
Remove yourself from your body
I don't know what age I started doing this
But I need to be in water
I need to be in water to feel f..cking anything anymore

Every feeling is valid
Express what you need to
Express what you need to
Express what you need to
Express what you need to

f..ck!
f..ck YOU!
YOU MEANT NOTHING TO ME
YEAH YOU THOUGHT YOU DID
I KNOW IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE BUT YOU ACTUALLY f..ckING DIDN'T
I'M NOT LIKE YOUR KIDS
I'M NOT LIKE YOUR f..ckING KIDS
f..ck THEM AND f..ck YOU!