Beside Me Hold On To Nothing
When I think about you with another guy
I can't help but to cry
I don't want to live
I just want to die
So I had another nightmare again
I wake up, the nigtmare never ends
Depression sets in so I pierce the skin
Watch the blood drip from my viens
So I transport the pain of emotional stress
I feel stupid ignorance is bliss
How is it that you can move on
But I seem to keep holding on
My heart wont let it go
All these feelings you have to know
These scars I wear inside and out
Why must we have all this doubt
I'm not sure how much longer
I can hold onto anything at all