Azoic Progression
I feel the hysteria breaking
My mind is altercating
I try to rediscover that there is no other
But something interferes
My past and all of those years
Why do I slip back into how it was before?
Going further down below this spiral, twisting inside
of me
Please come and take me from these lies
The past and all that I despise
Come rescue me
With these feelings that we share
The hopes and dreams, I cannot bear
You're all I need
Subduing cries, beyond demise
Can you believe?
Why is it me?
Confined and bound, forced to the ground
Facing fears, without a tear
It's complicating, but you're facilitating the forward
progression of my soul
Given the situation, it's a revelation that you can be
so patient here
To wait until it subsides
Until I heal all the lies
For you to see, see what's beneath
The voices whispering through my head
The nights I always seem to dread
With each cross I've chosen to bear
The choice is clear
I know you're not to blame
And I am so ashamed
It seems, my forward progression is near
It seems to change perspective now
It seems so different now
It seems to change
