Antichrisis Last Night (i Wished You Were Calling)
			
Your last words trapped between these bedroom walls 
"Why don't we just go away?" 
I didn't know, what could I say? 
If memories were like shining stars 
If tears were diamonds 
I'd build a castle in the skies 
Last night I wished you were calling 
I hoped that you were calling 
I beat my fists against the wall 
Threw withered roses in the lake 
And as I called your name 
a crying game, too late! 
But you can't hurt me anymore 
your double-dealing love 
creeped out through my heart's back door 
Last night I wished you were calling 
I hoped that you were calling 
I beat my fists against the wall 
Still beat my head against the wall