Almost Home Within
You would try your best
To ruin me, embarrass me, belittle me
I won't let go of those times.
If I wasn't such a selfish piece of shit,
I'd right my wrongs
And try to make things right again.
I cannot think,
I will not think
Of all those bullshit lies
That you would compromise.
If I look back
Then I'm sure I promised I would change.
I'll keep these promises the best I can.
I know that I can't change
But I'm doing my best to be the best that I can be.
What will it f..cking take
To get that close again?
