Alex Lagos Thoughts 1
[Verse 1]
Mind of a stoner getting high on Jehovah
What comes down must go up, I'm getting closer to the bottom
Tell me to relinquish my desires
But I can't distinguish whether I'm ice cold or on fire
I keep a prized jewel inside my skull
Behind blue lenses I'm true treasure
I know that I was hand-crafted, for a reason I exist
That's why He wrapped my head around my mind, 'cause it's a gift
I'm tryna peak before the age of thirty
Treat my body like a temple, no Shirley
James Worthy with it, vision is nice
Now I'm rollin' so they're asking what's the Kelly, that's Price
Tryna put up numbers on 'em like Kobe did Jalen
Only dome I ever played in was the one in Wayland
Back when Sammy Adams bumped on all the main stations
But I'm just tryna blaze a trail, shouts to Jake Layman
[Hook]
Where am I supposed to go?
Who am I supposed to be?
Am I choosing right when it comes to those who are close to me?
What am I supposed to know?
Who am I supposed to meet?
Who am I supposed to be?
Who am I supposed to be?
I don't know what I'm tryna hold on to
Haven't done it but I promise that I'm going to
[Verse 2]
Pantera 'round their necks, that's some heavy metal
Can't care about the checks 'cause at every level
They paint pictures of what you should be and truthfully
I'm sweet as a rose, but my foot's planted on the pedal
I'm suffocating every day, I'm losing traction
Made a hundred thousand but I only see a fraction
Never looking back, too many living in the past tense
Waiting on God to answer questions that I asked him
Like, where am I supposed to go?
Who am I supposed to be?
Am I choosing right when it comes to those who are close to me?
What am I supposed to know?
Who am I supposed to meet?
Do I make the moves or do the moves really make me?
Take it all in stride wherever my strides take me
Keep my eyes up, nobody down here can break me
Put my fam first, I never will forsake thee
I know it's not what you had in mind, please don't hate me
Hate I had to do what was right, please don't hate me
Trust I got you guys in mind, please don't hate me
Think about you guys all the time, please don't hate me
See you at the top of my climb, please don't hate me
...please don't hate me
[Hook]
Where am I supposed to go?
Who am I supposed to be?
Am I choosing right when it comes to those who are close to me?
What am I supposed to know?
Who am I supposed to meet?
Who am I supposed to be?
Who am I supposed to be?
I don't know what I'm tryna hold on to
Haven't done it but I promise that I'm going to
Who am I supposed to be?
Who am I supposed to be?
