Alec Zamora This Is
[Verse 1]
My ex is texting me
Wishin' that she's next to me
I know we work out sexually
But aren't the greatest mentally
Are we really meant to be?
Contemplate our past complications it's essentially
Like we're friends and enemies
Yea
We ain't never change when we say we do
Driving the extra mile
Just to see your smile
See I play the fool
Claimin' that we'll change but it's not the same, well we ain't stayin' true
Meeting up like
Every other month
Girl, what we came to do?
That sex is nice
What's next in life?
Our love cuts deep, you got extra knives
When you don't respond I go and text ya twice
It's cause I know of them extra guys
Lay in bed there's no rest cause I
Overthink when I'm 'specially high
I guess I must be obsessed cause I'm
Getting stressed it's best that I
Just let you go
(Let you go)
I should let you know
(Let you know)
As a student in the game I'm tryna be professional
I will love you always and forever Ky it's best to show
Even if I don't send you a text goodbye I guess you know
That...
[Hook]
As much as I just love you I can't be with you
Cause your touch is just as tough like I'm a fiend for you
Havin' nightmares everyday because I dream for you
I know I'll fear it'll never stay, that I see is true
And well
This is love
This is being addicted to every single drug
This is witnessing me never gettin' off that rush
This is me never givin' them girls all my trust
And it's real
[Verse 2]
Peace is at a standstill
Three years go through the landfill
My heart is filled with landmines
When it explodes I can't feel
Yea
And that's selfish
Um, I can't help you
Look, I'm too selfless
Cause, I can't tell you that
You was just the poison I enjoyed as much as joints
Our connection grew much weaker but I knew there was a point
Now I'm not sayin' I hate you
I'm just sayin' I wouldn't date you
It's too late to fix anything
Let alone just f..cking save us
I don't want to hear them lies
I just want them tears to dry
I don't think that we should try
You never cut off Nathan's ties
You still follow him on sites so it's fine
(So it's fine)
You should just go live your life and I'll live mine
[Hook]
As much as I just love you I can't be with you
Cause your touch is just as tough like I'm a fiend for you
Havin' nightmares everyday because I dream for you
I know I'll fear it'll never stay, that I see is true
And well
This is love
This is being addicted to every single drug
This is witnessing me never gettin' off that rush
This is me never givin' them girls all my trust
And it's real