Ak Deja Vu
[Refrain]
And I've been waitin'
While you been playin'
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want you
[Verse 1]
And I don't know how
'Cause it was toxic from the start
And I still stayed around
And gave you all my heart
And you lied to me
Straight to my face, you would lie to me
There for you is all I tried to be
But for whatever reason you would hide from me
Now I always asked you to be mine
You'd say, "Yes," but don't rush 'cause you need time
And I respected and chilled in meantime
That's why tears hit the page with each line
Man, I do not get it
Respect seems to lead to your heart bein' shredded
No matter how far you'd go just for a second of time to spend with the person who'd end it
[Chorus]
And I've been waitin'
While you've been playin'
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want youuuuuu
Youuuuuuu
It's déjà vuuuuu
I can't get over you
Yeah, look
[Verse 2]
And I saw the change in our conversations
Night and day, shit, that's all I'm thinkin'
It's hard to deal when my heart is achin'
Happened fast, was a lot to take in
Now I ain't gonna lie
Been a couple times where I'd really wanna dial
Your number in my phone, we ain't talk in a while
'Cause the sound of your voice is the reason I would smile
Nah, but not anymore
Mom even warned me to stop me before
I fell too deep but I tried to ignore
Anything she ever said
I was blinded by your
Love and affection I never would guess it
But now lookin' back I can see it was fake
Leavin' me broken inside
No hope in my eyes
I'm prayin' that all of this fades
[Chorus]
And I've been waiting while you've been playin'
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want youuuuu (I still want you)
Youuuuu
It's déjà vuuuuuu (It's déjà vu)
I can't get over you
[Verse 3]
But you never crossed my mind 'cause once you came you never left it
Put my pride aside
I've cried some nights 'cause I was left with nothin' from you Feelin' like I wasn't worth a second of your time
'Cause in my mind i knew that you were unaffected, yeahh
[Chorus]
And I've been waiting while you've been playin'
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want youuuuu (I still want you)
Youuuuu
It's déjà vuuuuuu (It's déjà vu)
I can't get over you (It's déjà vu)
I can't get over you
I hate that I still want you
