Absence Of Concern Every Time I Try
If the worst is over why can’t I let you go?
Every time that I try to move on.
This is where you left me.
This is where I’ll stay
This is what you wanted
So this is what I became.
The freak that you wanted
Is down on his knees
This time I feel that I’ve become the enemy.
Come on in while I’m sober
Because pictures aren’t the same.
No one see’s outside the frame.
As if it wasn’t bad enough that everything that I touch
Turns to dust just in time.
For it to hurt.
Every time I try
This is what you wanted
So this is what I became.
The freak that you wanted
Is down on his knees
This time I feel that I’ve become the enemy.
Alone in my car.
One hand down my pants
Now I close my eyes
To feel you again.
For this moment in time
You’re back in my life
My enemy
This is what I became
Forget what I wanted
I’m down on my knees
This time I feel that I’ve become the enemy.
The worst is over
And the world is moving on.
