Vast Here Lyrics

where do i put the shame?
it feels like a broken toy
i can't play with anymore
where do i put the hate?
to a pixilated screen
i can't watch anymore
all i know is that i'm here
drifting somewhere in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and i never want to leave
where do i put the books
theres so many i could read
but they all are filled with lies
where do i put the lies
theres so many i could say
but it seems they're in the books
i have faith that you're out there
living high up in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and you're never going to leave
have i been telling lies to myself?
hold me now you know i am so afraid to be at all
have i been telling lies to myself?
hold me now you know i am so afraid to love at all
where do i put the love?
where do i put the love?