Resolve Older Days
[Verse 1: Aaron Matts & Zelli, all]
They keep saying brighter days are coming
Although the mist is getting thicker and thicker
As I've been fading away
And I'm f..cking thirty three, still going through changes
And getting lost in the process
And getting lost in my fears
Your feelings aside
'Cause I've made another bargain with the devil that's in my mind
He tells me life down there could be so beautiful
I'm feeling the high and I'm feeling the heat
'Cause this is where I've always wanted to be
So let's sink
[Refrain: Anthony Diliberto & Aaron Matts]
Take me back to older days
'Causе I'm afraid I'll never be thе same
Here's my love letter, dear evil within
Why do I feel so low when I'm out at sea?
[Verse 2: Anthony Diliberto, Aaron Matts, Zelli, all]
(I'm gonna tell you something)
Dishonest to myself, designer of my own coffin
Strolling 'round the block like I know what I'm doing
Still not afraid of dying, yet I'm afraid to live
Scared of the dark, but I thrive in the darkest places
[Pre-Chorus: Anthony Diliberto]
At the deepest of my heart, I know I went too far
It's a one-way now, there's no turning back
No longer the man I was, taking off the mask
Acting like a wolf but I'm just a rat
[Chorus: Anthony Diliberto & Aaron Matts]
Take me back to older days
'Cause I'm afraid I'll never be the same
Linger on nothing, dust in the wind
(Why do I feel so low when I'm out at sea?)
Still the song remains the same
It's bittersweet how I can't seem to change
Here's my love letter, dear evil within
[Post-Chorus: Aaron Matts & Zelli]
Why do I feel so low when I'm out at sea?
I'm swimming all alone now with no air to breathe
Nonexistent, this f..cking feeling is so consistent
Breaking down, though I'm persistent
I'm so over me
Fucking same mistakes, no empathy
Why is it like is? Whole life crisis
Put me underground because I'm dead
There's no dawn without dusk, ooh
[Pre-Chorus: Anthony Diliberto]
Something's taking over me, Jekyll and Hyde
Not enough room in this body for both you and I
Between day and night, always split in half
Hiding in the shadow so I can't be found
[Chorus: Anthony Diliberto, with Aaron Matts, with Zelli]
Take me back to older days
'Cause I'm afraid I'll never be the same
Linger on nothing, dust in the wind
Still the song remains the same (Remains the same)
It's bittersweet how I can't seem to change
Here's my love letter, dear evil within
[Bridge: Anthony Diliberto, all]
There's no dawn without dusk
No birth without death, peace without war
There's no me without you
[Breakdown: Anthony Diliberto, Aaron Matts, Zelli, all]
There's nothing that could change my mind so
Take me back now
No one is able to get to me so
Just take me back right now
Brain dead insect, barely kept alive by its parasite
Makes me wish I'd never been alive
Saw me in half, rip off the vice
Take me back
[Outro: Anthony Diliberto]
Take me back to older days
'Cause I'm afraid I'll never be the same
Here's my love letter, dear evil within