Pale Relativity Lyrics

Is this how you thought it would all turn out?
youth and hope become division and debt
the crushing blow, promises punched full of holes
but you must be so alone, I hope that you're ok
I hope you're safe, I hope you're safe

I have known for almost nine years 
but now it's closing down
is it only relativity or is there more?

Giving up, backing out
there is so much space
and all the while I'm waiting here
concentric circles that grow with every passing day
and I wish that I had movement or some fight
some fight left in me
I'm swallowed by surpise
is it worth the price we paid 
for your relief?

I have known for almost nine years
but now it's closing down
is it only relativity or is there more?

I have known for almost nine years
but now it's closing down
is it only relative to you or is there more?

Is this it?
vows are small?
no big ideas at all?