Mixed Emotion Time To Fall Lyrics

I recall the times you entered my dreams
But I forgot why the whole world fell apart at its seams
I've been deemed guilty of I forgot what
You gotta do what you got to
And you got 'til it's gone
You still can't tell me what is wrong
But the whole world wishes to convince me of the wrong I've done
Chorus: (And) I'm forever scarred on my right hand
Banned and Barred-You've taken all you can stand
But is it my fault you can't understand me
Should I tear my eyes out so I can no longer see
Should I be blind
Or just stop fucking with your mind
Was there ever any love to find
Yeah-Yeah-I was just wasting my time
But time was all I had
And my real feelings were shot to pieces
Sleazy dealings and an unorganized thesis
My heart was open and wanted to tell all
The interpretation was poor
And rotten to the core
And maybe it was just my time to fall
Damn it all...
Lick my balls?
My rag doll...
Take me in, Send me out
Scorned and exiled
Reborn in a pile
A PILE OF SHIT!
Tell me darling
How does your garden grow
Let me be your seedling
Tell me all you know...
Tell me was it love I fell into
All I know is... piss...
Chorus
Oh-Oh-My love's a cheap thrill
Oh-Oh-Just a time to kill
Oh-Oh-I'm not worthy
To live on in this world
Off in my constant blur
Tell what to do...
Oh screw you...
There is no love... There is no hate
Just excuses why you masteurbate
Does it seem real to you
In a dream can you feel what you wish you knew
And this life-
It's only relative
To time and space
All of which I waste
Day In... Day Out...
With my head spinning about-Oh-Oh...
Screw it all, life's just one big joke, But...
Chorus... My Bad