Madcap Lovesick Lyrics

Everytime I look at you I wanna kill, wanna kill
Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And everytime I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change
My heard isn't cold no
Its not what it seems because 
You say to me my heart feels far away
I'm lovesick now
Everytime you look at me I wanna die, wanna die
Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And everytime I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change
My heard isn't cold no
Its not what it seems because 
You say to me my heart feels far away
Now day by day
I start to realize nothing's gonna change
So I became
It doesn't really matter anyway
Its not what it seems to me
because 
You say to me my heart feels far away
I'm lovesick now