I remember, it was the month october
In a garage, I was standing scared and sober
I could smell your breathing, and the pain your leaving
So ashamed, I feel it
And now I am left to fate

For all the times I'd be losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out
It was so good

I remember words that never left me
From a stroke of til the here's what you do for me
If you tell, I'll kill you
Rip the tounge out from you
Wish that I could stop you
Please god make this go away

For all the times I'd be losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, mother fucker
Ripped my heart out
Innocence was lost

And I feel it
I can't take it
I don't want it
Anymore

Was only five
And I feel it
Cant take it anymore

For all the times I heard you
Say in my goddamned mind
Make it sooner if I suck you
I'd make you suffer
Make you suffer
Motherfucker

For all the times I'd be losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer, motherfucker
Ripped my heart out...
...I was only five...
...Five...