Elisa A Feast For Me Lyrics

Well there's a party for me
   The last thing I wanted from you
   I close the door behind me
   And there you are
   You seem relaxed and quiet
   But under your shirt you sweat
   And these balloons around
   Make me feel so sad
   Well there's a feast for me
   But it's a night so pale
   Feels like an empty room
   Where we could kill with words
   You wish you could make believe
   That I'm what you want me to be
   But these balloons around
   Make me feel so sad
   I'm in your sweet sweet sweet embrace
   And you're a thousand miles away
   Your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace
   And you're a thousand miles away
   Well there's a party for me
   And you know that I didn't ask for it
   I just stay in your game
   I'm just playing your game
   So won't you tell me what to do
   I can pretend that you tell the truth
   Won't you tell me what to do
   I can pretend you tell the truth
   I'm in your sweet sweet sweet embrace
   And you're a thousand miles away
   Your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace
   And you're a thousand miles away
   Why why why why
   Should I take the blame
   Where's my big mistake
   Should I feel happy
   For what I haven't done
   Should I take the blame
   Should I feel the pain
   Should I feel regret
   For what I haven't done
   Why why why why
   Was this a feast for me
   Or just a bad surprise
   Should I have expected this
   I just don't wanna know
   And you've made up the rules
   So that you'll win this game
   But you can't tell me what to do
   Cause I don't believe in you
   What's left a sweet sweet sweet embrace
   And you're a thousand miles away
   Your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace
   And you're a thousand miles away
   Why why I never ask you why why